Disaster?

Well, this is intersting. I've lost enough weight that I think it is screwing with my pedometer! Good problem!?!

Here is the deal. My pants that I can wear, don't really fit so the pedometer moves around and sometimes slips off so my count is totally off. Even when I ran, which is typically around 2500 steps, it only read 1700. So I'm off the pedometer until I'm fitting in to a new size officially. Things that fit...what a concept.

Last night I had two fittings for the bridesmaids dresses for the two weddings I'm in. They went really well. I feel an acutal physical release of stress and pressure. How stupid is that!?! I just had a baby 8 weeks ago and I've lost 34 pounds. This has been a major stressor in my life, even though I think I'm being silly about it. Now I know this is where I am and will be at the weddings. I'm not giving up; I'm relaxed. It feels good but I feel silly for how hyped up I've been about my weight. PLUS, I'm an advocate of the fact that there is a difference between weight and fitness. So why can't I take my own advice? I'm my own worst enemy. Enough said.